Sick..

I hate how my parents have that ability to make me sick to my stomach, make me feel guilty for nothing. They act like I've dont something terriable, and simply say "we are going to have a family talk" which is also known as we are going to drink a little too much then tell you all of your faults in life, and make you feel like a complete failure. So last night I got home from church and all my dad said was "dont rush off tomorrow after school, were going to have a family talk" and since then I have been unable to eat, I've bitten off all of my fingernails. My stomach is twisted in knots, and I feel like I really need to puke. The worst part is I normally can think of at least one thing they are upset about, like I forgot to shut a door, or I didn't wash dishes, or I have been gone all weekend. This time I can't come up with anything, I don't know any reason they have a problem, no reason that something is wrong. So not only am I sitting here sick to my stomach, I'm sitting here nervious and losing my mind because I can't even prepare myself this time.