December 8, 2009

Stress..


So lately I've been realizing that I have a extremely high amount of stress in my life, and just knowing that is stressful. I really don't think at 18 I should be this stressed all the time, but I am. I stress about school, my parents, college, heck, I stress about the idea of being stressed. I just want to be able to relax, but the Idea of sitting down to relax makes me stress because I feel like I'm not going to be able to get something done, which in turn makes me more stressed. I really hate stress, so last week I had been stressed a lot, stopped doing a lot of my chores because I just wanted a break and winded up getting myself grounded and again more stressed out. So now I'm grounded, more stressed then ever, and don't get to spend the weekend with my friends, which are the only things that can turn down my stress. Stress is just stressful.

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