Last Blog...

So this is the last blog I will ever have to write for my Senior English class. I'm not sure if I will continue to blog after graduation, but I have enjoyed writing them through my senior year. I think it has helped me in documenting the year, but also in my writing abilities and skills. I hope that I will either blog or keep a journal for the rest of my life because I really like having it to look back on later and see the things that went on in my life.

Just Because..

Just because Kyle and I are fighting a bunch it hasn't changed how much that I have been falling more in love with him, it's a really weird concept that I'm aggravated at him but at the same time falling more in love with him. I think that I'm pretty crazy. It's weird how my brain does things, I think the main reason for this is because we are fighting, I am seeing that we are going to be able to make it past it all. Plus, he doesn't ignore everything, just somethings I think he is.
I'm not sure, I'm just a strange person I guess.

Fighting..

So I'm getting pretty fed up with all the fighting between Kyle and me. It almost feels like we are fighting about everything. I know it's really not us fighting, just the stress of everything building up, but it's really annoying. Mostly, I'm getting aggravated that he keeps acting like he doesn't know why I keep getting mad, and keeps letting things blow ever that he normally doesn't so it's making me question why he isn't putting the effort in to keep us from fighting. I just hope that most of this stress goes away and that there isn't too much damage from all this fighting.

Art Show..

So I feel pretty cool, I got 2 pieces of art work in the school art show. I used some pictures of Kyle that I took at the park, and worked with them until they had a Andy Whorhal kind of feel. I really liked them, and am qutie proud of myself. I'm not so worried about winning, I just think it's really cool that I even got any in.

Everything...

‘Cause I would give everything that I own
I’d give you my heart and this skin and these bones
The sun the moon the earth the sky I’d never even stopped to wonder why
I would do anything
I would give everything
to be your everything

I found a new song the other day it's called Everything by Stereo Fuse, I think it's a beautiful song and the lyrics relate perfectly with my idea of true love. True love must be selfless, you should be willing to give up everything just to be with that person. I think this is the beauty of love, willing to make sacrifices for the person they love. I think this is how love is meant to be, if we follow the example of God who was willing to give up his son because he loved his people so much, we should be willing to give up everything we have to love someone. Possessions should never come between someones love for someone else. Nothing, should become between people and love.