4 days to go...

In four days I will be going to my frist "real" Rock concert with Kyle, Timmy & Camille, Logan too but he got his tickets at a differnt time so he won't be sitting with us. I'm so excited. Little things, well actually these are big things but they seem little are what make me feel like I am growing up. As far as plans go we are going to the Concert in Evansville and then that night we are camping out in Kyle's back yard which is the coolest part, not only do we get to hang out that night but we get to spend the entire night together it's going to be so much fun. I can't wait. Breaking Benjamin, Three Days Grace & Flyleaf here we come!

Where are the Wild Things?

Over the last year or so I have made a great change in my friends and those people I allow to be in my life. For such a long time I kept the same people around no matter how much they annoyed me or how much I really couldn't stand them, but at the end of last year I started eliminating such people. Then I started making a stronger connection with my friends that I did keep and have been having a much better time with them and with out those people who brought me down. Recently my senior English teacher read to us "Where the Wild Things Are" in class and I'm not sure how but it did make me think about these friends who I've developed such strong relationships with. Kyle, Timmy, Logan and more recently Camille have became the most important people in my life, aside from my family of course. They have really brought out my said "wild" side. When they are around it seems to always be fun, never a sad moment, no of us have ever fought, its just an all around good time. I guess I related this to the book because in the book Max had such a good time being with the Wild Things. I guess I feel like Max, and they are my Wild Things, but I really rather not come back from sailing "in and out of weeks ... and through a year to where the wild things are".

That one person you really can't stand, but put up with anyway...

So I have this friend, and I say friend lightly because she has worked her way out of being my friend. She's one of those people who is always around and you just can't seem to get rid of no matter how hard you try. Anyways, this friend just got their license, and now it seem nearly impossible to get rid of her. We all can put up with her for a short while but now that she can follow us everywhere has made things very stressful. We all try very hard not to be rude, or mean to her, but when we try to get away and she shows up at the place we are going, you can hear everyone pulling into the parking lot sigh in unison. I don't know what to do, because for the next few months she will keep finding away to be around, thankfully she is a grade below the rest of us and we can all escape next year. I believe the real problem is that we have all started to mature alot faster than her, and she is still acting like a freshman. The entire situation is stressing me out beyond belief and I don't know what to do because I don't want to be a mean person. I guess until I figure it out I will be desperately waiting it out.

and it was a Beautiful day...

Monday night I spent a few hours with my three favorite people, Kyle, Timmy, & Camille. We had a great time taking pictures while at the mall and Wal-Mart. I don't think I have had that much fun in a long time. But that's not really the point of me writing this, what is, is the fact that for once I felt somewhat complete, happy on the inside and outside. These are the people I want to continue on with for the next 4 year of college and hope to still be around after graduation. These are my people and this is where I fit in:


So I only posted a few pictutes from our awesome adventure filled night, I can't believe how much fun we had and can't wait to do it again. I finally feel like I'm growing up and finding where I belong. I think I might have just found where I fit into a puzzle.

When?

When is someone going to explain how to understand this college mess, or are they not and we just have to learn my trial and error. The closer it get to graduation the more scared I get. I have no clue what I'm getting myself into. I'm not sure any of us do. My parents have no clue whats going on so they cant assist me in figuring it all out. So what am I supposed do. I need to know what papers to fill out, where to go, what to sign up for. College is scary, and boy do I hope I'm ready.

Listography.com

When I first heard about listography I was at Books-A-Million trying to come up with ideas of what to ask for Christmas. I've never been good at knowing what I want so I thought if I just walked through a few stores I liked it would make the task easier. I was walking in between the shelves and down toward where the journals are because, my current journal is getting pretty full so I thought that I might look for a new one. I looked down at one that seemed to be nothing more than a yellow composition book at first, but as I picked it up I realized that it was not only a yellow composition book but each page had room for you to create a list with its own little categories. I thought this was a brilliant idea as I thumbed through the pages: list of my roommate, list of my worst habits, list of my pet peeves. I really wanted this but I never got it for Christmas, it has made its way to the top of all my wish list though. Because what is a better way to start college than as a blank book, full of list that I get to fill out over the Next four year and the rest of my life. I hope I get it soon or it might just be one of those miscellaneous items on my college supply list.

dealines, deadlines, deadlines...

College applications and scholarship deadlines are just around the corner and I feel like they just caught me off guard, I'm completely unprepared and not ready to turn in anything. Thankfully I've gotten my college applications sent off and got accepted to two places, which Only one matters and I could careless if the others reply, I got in where I wanted to go. University of Kentucky. Though I thought I would have more time with these Scholarship things, I'm so nervous that I had something I wanted so much in my hands and now I'm not going to be able to afford it. I surely hope that I can put my mind together long enough to get these scholarship applications in on time. I only have til Friday.

Owl City...

For Christmas my boyfriend bought me an Owl City CD, I really don't like CD'S because normally I like 1 or 2 songs on the album and the rest are just wasted space on my computer, and the CD just sits on a shelf that never gets used again. Though I really like this CD, the guy who does the music for Owl City has to be a lyrical genius, all of his lyrics have this amazing catchyness to them and seem to go beyond the norm. I really have enjoyed listening to the CD and can't wait until he makes a second CD.

Blogging...

I really thought I would like blogging and for a while I did but now it seems like a tedious task we have to complete, I doubt my teacher even reads half of the students blogs. I'm pretty sure she reads those of the students she has a friendship like relationship with and just checks the others for the required number of blogs. I don't really have a problem with it, I just think its rather unnecessary for us to complete these blogs that she might or might not read, and post them to the Internet where everyone can read them, when half the students in my class are on myspace or facebook, instead of even doing the blogs. What happened to journals?

Snow Days and Scholarships...

I still haven't decided if I appreciated the snow days we got last week or not. Positives, we got to miss school and Negatives, we missed school so we have to make it up which means longer until we graduate. Positive, we have longer until gradation. This is a very confusing time. So I spent my two snow days planning for the summer and also filling out some scholarship paper work. At the bottom of one of the scholarships there is a part where you have to upload a 2 page double spaced essay about our plans for our future and our education plans. I thought I had it all figured out until I was asked to write it down on paper and submit it for consideration on a scholarship. I'm a little nervous.

New Years...

Well the new year is here, last year wasn't so bad but I am really ready to get this year started. I'm 18, graduation is just around the corner, and finally I feel like I know where life is going for me. I really can't wait to see all the thing 2010 bring for me.